Sometimes I think we build such an expectation on what we expect a moment "should be" that we neglect to see the magic/blessings that are happening.
I know I do this.
The beauty is in the insanity.
Take time to think.
Take time to be.
Be Free Fellow Earthlings.
-ABC
For the sake of sanity please let it rain tomorrow; No sun just grey and rain.
Love,
A.B. Corduroy :]
Living in NW Portland has been an ever unfolding adventure.
I would like to relate to you all the things I do, but sometimes photos say enough.
This life I live is truly a blessing and I'm thankful for everyone who is a part of it.
Thank you friends.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
<3 ABC
one does not simply forget
symmetry
purple, yellow, red, and blue
not that i'm watching
but none of us are see through
orange and brown
pink and green
what does any of this really mean?
sometimes / most times i'm just rambling
pay your debts
forget your fines
one does not simply forget
symmetry
I feel the elements really strong these days
i feel the wind and rain pulsing through my veins like a hurricane
hours feel like days
they talk of spring and summer like it's just around the corner
i just want the rain
i just want a snow storm
i just like the feeling of having to stay warm
there's a new moon on Tuesday
and this americano is just about drank
I need a shower
time to start another day
I updated my Macbook Pro to Yosemite and now it runs very, very slow.
I shouldn't get a rainbow pinwheel every time I try to type an email.
Not cool, Apple. I trusted you.
When magic is on your side, do not question why; just enjoy the ride.
If you talk shit about modern politics you're considered a terrorist
before that you we were communists
and before that some other adjective
keep your head up soldier
fly that flag a little higher
i can still see the sun and no ones going home until this war is won
Can you spot the moon?
This picture doesn't even come close to doing justice to this sunset but hopefully you can still feel the magic.
Be free!
It's not the first time
the skies have turned to grey
yet we still fear some inevitable ending tide
it's just a little rain
you won't drive off that bridge
no not today
you probably never will
of course...
thunder can make your head wonder
And sometimes...
the lightening can be frightening
but don't go stresin the storms
it's not the end of the world
One year ago I walked up to a girl and I rambled a mouth full of words.
Never until that moment have I felt so entranced that I had to pour out my soul to an almost stranger.
I wish for the sake of story telling I could tell you what I said, but you can't imagine the amount of nervous I was feeling in that moment. Or maybe you can.
It was genuine though. I said it all man.
A confession of attraction and longing for more than just a quick fix. To share a moment, whatever that may mean.
I just had to know this magical foxette and who she really is.
But damn... I'm sitting here in my living room... thinking... I do a lot of that.
It feels like a fairy tale. It feels genuine and real.
And it's been a year?!
What the what is time anyway?
Sometimes it feels like more than that.
Sometimes it feels like only minutes.
I still get stomach knots and anxious in her presence. She's gorgeous!
Love is patient.
Love is weird.
Love is awkward.
Love is honest.
Life is but a dream...
I could keep rambling about lovesick, sappy shit for pages and pages, but I really should keep packing to move into this new apartment.
I just needed to document this happening because... because life is about the moments.
It helps the brain process to talk it out.
Or write it down.
Anyway...
Sabrina Janae... I love you babay.
Thanks for giving this tramp a chance.
...ABC
I've been moving into the new apartment.
Ever gradually.
A new beginning begins.
I love moving, maybe more than I should.
There's just something about a fresh space to decorate.
I can only rearrange the same place so many times before I get complacent in every arrangement.
But one day I still hope for a cabin in the woods.
Every day walk out on the same porch to see nature do her ways. Today is not that day.
...ABC
Sooo... Sabrina and I did Christmas (or should I say Foxmas) today because she will be out of town with her family on Christmas proper.
It was my favorite holiday weather: cool, foggy, and rainy.
Also I wanted to show off our tree and the awesome presents my Foxette got for me!
Also not pictured is an awesome new rain coat and some palo santo.
I gots a lot of words scrambling in my head, but unsure how to properly type it all out.
Happy Foxmas Babay Girl! Thanks for making me feel real good like.
I'm moving from NE Portland to NW Portland in just a few days.
It's a much more spacious apartment and I'll finally have a shower again.
Anything I could want to get to is within walking distance.
Even Forest Park is just around the corner and work will be a 2 block walk.
Not to mention I'll be living with two of my best friends.
Moving on up the hill!
Excited for the future!
Thank you magic.
I've officially started working on a new band with some friends and I'm excited to see what happens.
It's going to feel good to hold a mic again, it's my favorite weapon. Been way too long, man.
Life is always happening
It never, ever stops
Do what it is you want
it doesn't matter what the news says or what the grown ups taught
if we really want to be free you gotta trust in me.
Be Free!
-ABC
With winter rain comes the curly mane.
