"...some men aren't looking for anything logical, they can't be bought, bullied, or negotiated with; some men just wanna watch the world burn."
catching up but not quite caught up.
working hard. learning new stuff.
i've been working at a food cart for over a month.
we make all our own nut butters, fruit spreads, cut and deep fry chicken...
I haven't had to multitask this hard since my early Starbucks moments.
I've been reading about bacteria in the waters around Florida. This is the second spot this week I've seen. hope all my friends are doing alright.
i also read the other day the north and south jet streams crossed.
i don't know a lot about science but I have noticed seasons as we know them are not as consistent as they once were. do your own research.
I worry about drought, wars over territory, and more intensified weather patterns. not always but often enough.
i want to get out of town and go camping. I'd like to get back to Indian Henry and explore more southern Oregon this summer.
I haven't been to crater lake since I visited Oregon in 2010.
drawing lots and sorting through words to put together a NEW poetry book of sorts.
my brain hurts a lot, but I know there are many who hurt worse.
I'm relearning to prioritize and thankful for the friends I've got.
i need to write new songs. I know intuitively that's what I need for ultimate sanity. it'll happen soon but it hardly feels soon enough. i had to step away for a moment to get some perspective.
my train stop is coming up. I'm going to quit rambling for the moment.
be free fellow earthlings.
-abc
what's really going on here?
crazy plane
wandering
i went wandering a moment or so ago. it's what i do when i need to get out of my head.
thank you Kimmy for the cherries and thank you Colin for the dirty jokes that i won't repeat here.
the scents of post rain and warm, cozy, fire filled the air.
also the jasmine is in full bloom.
nothing like that smell punching your nose when you walk around the corner.
i've been working on a "magic box" made from scraps of an "alice in wonderland" book i found the other day.
all of my palo santo is about burned up. i need to acquire more soon.
but now i must wander away from the laptop to make some rice.
be free fellow earthlings.
-abc
head thought
in my opinion, in a successful democracy, these primaries/caucus times should be looked at as a "season" not a "race".
i don't know what it is technically called, but it's a thought i'm trying to type out.
why the race to a number?
in order to believe a government has our best interest at mind, individually and collectively:
why should not every state and territory have EQUAL opportunity to vote?
then compare test scores at the end and elect accordingly.
to me, that is what democracy looks like.
played out more often rather than sprinting to "magical number 666.6" or something i can make sense of what the founding fathers envisioned.
this is the first time i've seen the process played this far out and it's quite interesting.
as we've seen this season, the rules could use a 21st clean up.
we're still flipping coins for delegates in some places. really though.
well that and getting big money out of politics. again.
i'm going to quit rambling now.
be free fellow earthlings.
-abc
moments and stuff
i worked prep at my new job at the food cart last night. midnight to 8am.
it's interesting getting off work at that hour. i like it.
i'm still awake.
probably power nap in a few hours.
currently listening to "new medicines by dead poetic"
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two nights ago i watched smoggie catt play with two raccoons in the alley
she teased them a bit but was never violent
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i've had a lot of moth friends visiting me lately
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i visited washugal, washington for a moment a few mornings ago
it was a surreal hour, sunrise, fog still hovering over the greens
beautiful views of mt hood, too
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today is the last of democratic primaries
hillary is said to have enough delegates to have already clinched the nomination according to AP
i'm ever curious to see what unfolds from here
oh politics...
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be free fellow earthlings / long live liberty
-abc
mt st helens
16
rose festival 2016
long live liberty
Memorial Day
hearts on a cross hatch
each one a little more derange than before
i talked with a shadow about the light
she told me i ought to wander a while longer
and so on
so it goes
over and over and over
Bernie Trump Debate
At a time where i genuinely don't know what to expect next in US politics it seems as though Bernie Sanders and Donald Trump are going to have a chance to debate before the final democratic primaries on june 7th.
there is no official date last i checked, but the internet is buzzing too much for it to not happen.
i think the 21st century could two rowdy new yorkers arguing it out.
i'm curious to see what will become of the situation.
also would it be on fox news... what kind of questions will they ask?
also curious to know how bernie's numbers fair in these final few primaries.
lately it seems nothing is certain and everything is entertainment.
stay informed. be free fellow earthlings.
-abc
flower friend
i came across a flower friend when i was wondering last night.
she reminds me of some of the flowers i've drawn in my sleepwalking moments.
-abc
maroon 5
listening to maroon 5
album: it won't be soon before long
i really like their first 2 albums
hate if you will
everyone gets their shitty pop band or 2
and this is mine
goodnight/morning earthlings
be free
-abc
yesterday i walked through a thunderstorm up Mississippi Avenue.
complete with hail!
i heard more thunder yesterday than i have heard in the entirety of my almost 4 years in Portland.
also i celebrated the birthday of one of my favorite peoples, Alan Page.
i'm getting a new phone in a few days or so.
i'm finally going to get a 503 number.
feels a little weird, i've had the good ole 352 number my entire adult life.
anyway...
life has been interesting lately.
- i notice a lot more than ever before.
- i just made some delicious fried rice.
- remembering the crazy that makes me who i am.
- starting a new job soonly.
- i had a really tasty quesidilla recently.
- it even had chicken and it didn't freak me out. yay! thanks nikki.
- oh and my friend Bruce gave me a sweet pair of chucks!
life is alright sometimes.
i'm very thankful for my smoggie catt friend.
she's my constant.
the last of the primaries for the democratic party are coming up.
i'm curious to know how all that works out.
and what other absurdness donald trump will come up with. no bueno.
also what happens to the rest of our republicans friends.
has anyone else noticed the weather people have no idea what is happening.
i mean even the really smart ones (noaa for example. i find them interesting.) know a lot.
but they are giving 75% chances at things happening.
get involved. pay attention. localize and harvest.
i'm going to quit rambling and go sit outside and draw.
it rained a lot these past few days. all the trees and flowers smell delicious.
be free fellow earthlings.
-abc
A.B. and Corduroy
Pastel Self Portrait
Full Moon
There's a full moon on Saturday.
Has anyone read up on the fires in Alberta, Canada?
One quote I read said it's consumed as much as the land size of Hong Kong.
Otherly BLM wants to cut more forest down in Oregon. I don't like that.
Those against these actions say we need those forest to battle against the effects of climate change.
There's a full moon on Saturday.
I'm going to quit rambling and wander before this storm settles in.
be free fellow earthlings!
-abc
Liberty
my friend, Cass, was part of a Bernie Sanders themed art show last night.
Below art pics of the prints, contact her on Instagram if you're interested in one.
i contributed some word for the second print. it felt good to write out my feels about the current politics so thoroughly.
I encourage you to read it, if you wonder why I support Bernie Sanders more than any other candidate.
Oregon and Kentucky primaries are tomorrow.
Keep your hopes up, friends.
Bernie Sanders in no way can solve all our crazy problems on his own, but he has the servitude to start trying.
Combine that with people rallying together and we can do whatever we want.
"I hold it that a little rebellion now and then is a good thing and as necessary in the political world as storms in the physical."
-Thomas Jefferson
be free fellow earthlings.
-abc
drip drop rain drops
i'm not certain what the future moments hold
thankful for the spring rains
before the summer's scold
updated interweb store
hi friends.
i wrote a post a moment or so ago about how Tim had helped me fix my laptop and how i was trying to focus on regular posts on this rambling blog.
since then my laptop has crashed again and my main source of interweb is an iPod.
i have a lot i want to ramble about.
i have a short attention span.
i end up drawing it out more often.
well today i sat down and cataloged some of my favorite prints and added them to my site's interweb store.
they are a fraction of the prints that i debuted at my first art showing at Vivace last year.
the response from that event was greater than i had imagined it'd be so now i'm officially making these pieces available on the interwebs because everyone should have a friend alfred or two.
i've misplaced my coffee.
i'm going to get off the interweb and go find that.
be free fellow earthlings!
-abc
i'm sitting on a paragraph
washed up to my knees in [parentheses]
exclamations!
no question about it
oh wait...
did you say coma, comma, or come over?
Donald Trump is not Racist
hello fellow earthlings.
my name is a.b. corduroy.
I want to talk to you not as a american, but as an earthling.
it is election year in the "united states of america".
the american empire is crumbling
what happens next is up to us
i urge you to not live in fear.
I do not believe Trump or his supporters... (as a whole) are racist.
Individually you can make your cases.
As a whole Trump and his supporters are nationalist.
I'm not saying that makes them right.
Nationality has become the racism of the 21st Century. There is a clear distinction in the two.
While I believe the passion felt by some of the Trump folks is genuine, These folks believe there are rules to follow that make America what it should be. They care about their country and their families and they have been severely distracted.
While you may have been told for years immigration/illegals are causing you problems it is not.
Land is not owned by man.
Nor is water.
we may harvest it in bits, Mother Nature is greater than any cloth flag or paper document.
If Uncle Sam wanted to clean up the land, he very easily could have.
You don't think they do all that spying and don't know how to root out illegals, do you? do you?
It's a distraction for whatever other agenda the Republican establishment has had.
Tax breaks for the richest of rich, war, etc..
I very much appreciate my geographic location on earth but realize empires rise and fall.
There are thousands upon thousands of people without homes because the US and others have destroyed Syria and neighboring lands.
even in the United States millions living poorer than I can ever fathom and I'm not well off. I struggle to pay my responsibles frequently.
On top of that climate change is and will continue to send people migrating to new lands as their former homes are destroyed or left without resources.
I have drove many many miles across the United States. There is land to spare.
if we don't share and care for what we have, be that the United States, Europe, Antarctica, wherever they will crumble just as the American empire, British Empire, the Roman Empire, etc.
To my fellow earthlings who believe Trump will get us back on track, I urge you to think bigger.
i know you work hard and you are frustrated but we can do it without fear.
United we stand, divided we fall.
i'm loosing my attention span.
be free fellow earthlings,
-abc