fidgetin'

good, okay, and alright

three sides of an ever-rotating obtuse triangle

“This is not your apocalypse! we all did this so don’t get it twisted”

that’s what he yelled

like one of those fuckers obsessed with poker

we all know one of them

or some of them

i am not the monster i occasionally foster

her name is Martha

i think

i think a lot

articulation is another part of gravity that is best left to the trees

i believe

Patti Smith !!!

Ashley Klump and I are about to head downtown to the Pioneer Courthouse Square to see the legendary Patti Smith perform.

As a singer, writer, and visual artist who only recently discovered this goddess in the last five or so years it feels like a true honor.

Patti envelopes so many of the things I strive to bring to my performances and grateful to know there is someone who has been doing it decades before I even knew about her.

It’s going to be just under 100 degrees downtown. Surrounded by concrete and a lotta sweaty folks. So here goes the adventure of a lifetime. Eeeeek!!!

-ABC

11 Years

Today marks 11 years since Smoggie Catt and my self arrived in Portland, Oregon to start a new life.

It’s been a wild and amazing journey thus far and we look forward to many many more.

Grateful for all the friends we’ve made and all the love that’s been shared. Thank you all!

-ABC and SC

New World’s End Girlfriend Album

One of the biggest influences on the sounds I create these days is World's end girlfriend ! Sometime this year he is putting out an epic 35 song, 144 minute album and I am beyond ecstatic to sit and absorb the worlds he will explore.

https://linkco.re/Xuq6T5Cx

Wedding Weekend

It’s going to take me a moment to fully transcribe all the love and gratitude I have for this weekend.

Firstly, to Ashley Klump, for loving this crazy fox enough to give me a shot at the ultimate commitment.

Secondly, to all the friends and family, that came from near and far and helped put all the little pieces together to make this a celebration a reality! I’m going to miss a lot of names so give me time to take notes and better explain each in depth.

Off the top of my head, Chelsey, Alex Edmands, Clyshaw, Burt, Elaine, Aunt Mag, Craig and Kristie Klump, Bonnie Latham.. Damn I know I am forgetting so many! Hank! Flying Caravan! Ian Rowan! All the volunteers at TCWL!

Holy wow ya’ll! Seeing our families commingle, seeing what our little nieces found magical in nature! All the little art pieces!

The giant canvases everyone collaborated to create, the little everyone painted, we’ve yet to fully absorb, the gifts and cards from everyone, (Josh and Hank) for the handmade art gifts, all the beautiful toasts… Matt! Nate! for becoming closer and better friends! Nicole for the sound advice of staying hydrated and helping Ashley and my self in so many ways it’ll days to explain!

I am beyond words and there are many more moments to share!

It felt necessary to try and write a little while I’m still buzzing!

Atomic for the flowers!

Bethany and Brian for photos and video, we cannot wait to see!

Thank you everybody! I am so grateful and love you ALL SO FREAKIN MUCH!

Kellen and Brit for helping get the food! AAaaaah!!! I know there are so many more to thank! and I will! Either digitally or most likely in a hand written note. You made this fox and swan’s dream a reality and it wouldn’t have been the same without every freakin one of you! thank you!! thank you!! thank you!!

tadpole

… gottta get back into the routine of bloggin, man!

  • life is great and i am grateful to be where and who i am and surrounded by so many awesome folks.

  • marrying Ashley Klump in eight days!

  • got my haircut last wednesday and it’s feeling like i like it to again! Thank you Sierra!

  • got my right ear pierced last monday! looking forward to it healing and wearing all the dangle-y things!

  • i made gnocchi with veggies and curry paste last night! if you’ve never had curry with gnocchi you ought to try it! potatoes!

  • that’s it for now! time for a power nap and then cleaning up house so this busy mind can find focus.

One Month

One month from now is my wedding day. Feeling a lot of feels. Working on the things and making sure I am ready to be ready physically, mentally emotionally, spiritually, etc and so many more things. Figuring out clothing and last minute stuffs. Need some alterations to a coat, gotta stash dollars to be okay in the off days.

Wowzers! Excited, mostly focused. As an artist deadlines help, This little ant is doing his best.

ta ramblè

feeling the freedom in the free fall

and the acceptance I found in madness

is to realize the actual and see the adjectives

all together

all as one

eyes before nose

breath by breath

and so on

this is it

and now

and now

a machine is growing bigger and people are getting littler

it’s easy being secondary

it ain’t easy being right in a world of so many “what’s left?”

it ain’t easy being left behind and worrying about “who’s right?”

all together

here we are

-ABC